Sunday bloody Sunday

Sunday evening in grey Paris and I have to understand that my sweet Gabrille won’t come back in SL, at least not soon in spite of the fact that she didn’t turn off her profile yet .

My lovely Voltek comes less and less often being kept really busy by RL, a good thing she still has a tiers to pay so we have a chance to meet once in a month and express how we miss each other. Her beautiful garden, the new wonderful house she built all look empty now and the magic she puts in everything she touches or does gradually fades away.

Beverly granted me the honor of becoming a warden in her new sim and I love to go there, to rest on the beach listening to the song of the tide and thinking about the dear ones who chose to go away. Beverly and I had some binding fun recently and it is hard to express how pleasant and exciting sharing bondage with such a love is. I still owe her more than 100 hours in bondage because I lost at the simple yet wicked card game she had installed and being in the mood I am now, I definitely wouldn’t mind finding myself bound and left alone somewhere no one could find me. Beverly and I share the same feelings about how certain things should be done when capturing someone and we both definitely enjoy bondage for the sake of it.

She is a true love but I sadly have to admit that the kind of SL breakdown I am experiencing now prevents me from enjoying what this virtual world has to offer the way I am supposed to. I feel like a ghost and certainly must be a very disappointing piece of avatar.

 Well, I managed to kick my latex ass bad enough to fill this blog with entries again so I guess that the future doesn’t look that gloomy.

SL routine

To me, logging is like waking up after a long bad night. I need to take my time, to yawn, stretch, scratch my head a bit, slowly open my eyes and wait for everything to rezz (and you all know how SL can be good at making it a slow process).

Some friends of mine have this strange tendency to IM me as soon as I am online, I mean the very second I land and as in RL I would let the phone ring a few times before answering it, I most often than not wait a little before whispering a feeble “hey” into their ears. That’s the way I am, sorry folks !

When I feel fully awake (sort of) I go to the antique city of Rome (a beautiful sim) to play flute in the temple of Apollo the God of poetry and music.

Then I TP to Avaria and let my giant lizard, Pops, jump out of my inventory to get some fresh air and ride it for a while. We explore the vast plains and climb the rocky hills of this gorgeous place to finally rest near the lake where we enjoy the view and, if lucky, can even take a glimpse at the local fauna.

Once Pops back into my inventory I go sunbathing on one of the sandy atolls of Bora Bora where I let some bittersweet memories slowly invade my brain. Bora Bora used to be Gabrille’s favourite spot in SL and I sometimes can’t help feeling her lying next to me as the song of the waves gently strokes my heart.

If Voltek is online I go to her place and sit in the grass and watch her skilfully struggling with some prim until it becomes another beautiful fruit of her restless imagination and if she is not busy slaying orcs and dragons in World of Warcraft we go shopping or exploring together.

I also love dancing in SL. I consider dancing one of the best things to do here as it combines lovely animations with good music and, you can enjoy all this while chatting with your partner. I usually go to Lesperado, a girls only club and spend some time there dancing by myself or with someone. Sometimes I chat with my partner but most often than not remain quiet, merely enjoying the romantic tunes they play and the beauty of the synchronized dance. Every Friday, at 1 pm second life time, you’ll find me at the Bratz Club where the amazing Virgo Babii manages to fulfil any request you may have. A real friendly bunch there.

If not sweating on a dance floor or savouring Voltek’s company I just drop my latex butt in a chair of the patio at one of my favourite bondage themed sims, Stonehaven, the Slut Park or Secret Passion. If lounging for hours without uttering a single word was considered as a martial art I definitely should be granted a black belt Grand Mistress title. I know ! shame on me ! Not only can I remain silent for quite an extended period of time but I also have this bad tendency to wave and poof as soon as the place starts to be crowded.

Finally I stop by the French Ladies in Bondage sim to chat with Beane Bade, its lovely owner and her sub Ambre.

Well that’s the way I spend most of my time here in SL, not much huh ? But hey, that’s the way I am, sorry folks !

Gabrille Leiner

 Gabrille is the only sub I ever owned in SL, she was and will always be my little one and even if one day I meet someone who manages to make me reconsider my position concerning any form of serious relationship here, I definitely doubt that she will be able to fill in the cold void that Gabrille left in my heart.

Ok the story went like this:

Gabrille and I kept bumping into each other at every corner of Stonehaven. I liked this strong spirited beautiful redhead but, as strange as it may seem, never took her keys in spite of the fact that she was obviously more than willing to let me use them. But we felt very attracted to each other and often enjoyed the opportunity to chat together and finally one day, I became her Mistress and she became my little one.

Gabrille and I shared some really lovely moments together, exploring, chatting, cuddling and playing but it seems that as soon as we started to be “officially” together, RL and time zones differences decided to make it hard on us until that fateful day when I received the notecard in which she told me that she was leaving SL for good. Everyday I can’t help thinking about what I’ve done wrong although her notecard makes it clear that only RL issues forced her to leave so abruptly.

We didn’t even have time to say goodbye. She didn’t even have the time to use the windsurf board I bought her for Christmas. She loved windsurfing and Voltek and I spent some time looking for a very nice board filled with the latest plugins and animations for her to enjoy.

I guess the wound will take some time to heal.

That’s Second Life isn’t it ?